I’m starting to go down a slippery slope. This is bad. This needs to change right now. I’m now viewing things like drinking as a stress reliever instead of just having fun. They seem like one in the same, but it’s like I look forward to drinking on the weekend all week . Something like that. It really hit me last night when I got home from the girls’ house and I just wanted to get destroyed for all the wrong reasons, as though there really are any right ones.
I’m in one of the oddest stages of my life right now. I’m euphoric yet depressed at the same time. I don’t know where else to go with this. Maybe today is just an off day. Maybe I think too much.
This will be the first year in probably 15 years that I won’t have a season’s pass to any resort, but I couldn’t be more stoked! I’ve always wanted to get better at street riding, but because it’s so much easier to go ride the resort for a little bit than to set up a street spot, I’ve just been lazy and rode resort.
I’ve been looking around for spots pretty much every time I’ve gone anywhere. Campus has a ton of rails and other shit to get creative on. Plus, I found a huge area to do tree riding and some small back country shit.
Not even to the second meeting and I’m already the editor of a show on GVTV. Okay, okay, I got the position because I’m the only one who showed interest. But! I still get to be editor, which is all that is important. Once we get the show up and rolling I’ll post links to the work that I’m doing (for those who care). Until then, back to the few and far between posts about life and the funny shit I feel like reblogging.